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THERES A GAMEROOM AT THE BOTTOM OF MY BLOG!! just for your entertainment purposes.
hey hey people!!

my new internet will be up only this thurs.
the previous one was brought to my sis house.
=))
im able to blog cause i use another connection..
=x
SHHH. dont tell people!
i use awhile only mah anyway.
the signal now not bad. =))
better than nothing =))

TRALALALA~

ah. =((

so sian.
nothing to post yet i feel like coming to post.
so i shall post some pictures.
=)

below are pictures taken at sentosa.
yea some flower show there and my family decided to go.
it was decided on CNY, when we went to bai nian lol.

THE THEME FOR THE PICTURES : -
-BANGLAS.
*click for bigger images. =)









niceeee.




















even nicerrrrrr.


















SUPERB.


















and there goes my all time favourite.









damn what piece of art. =D


ahhh.
poly will start school in april.
still much time for me to.. do nothing.
=(
ah well. forget it.
lala.




















one random pic. his name's MIKAN! =D cute hor. on my lap =D

ahh well.
face it.
ah.
RP jiu RP lor.

lol T.T

haha.

reached home not long!
around uhh 0115 bah
received a call from weili at 1750 like that.
then he asked me want go CWP anot.
hah why not?
so i bath, ate dinner and went.
meet them at the Banquet when they're having dinner. =)
talk cock play awhile(to be exact is cy and lewis play)
then they went watson with me to buy biore porepack. haha.
i searched and found the female one but couldnt find the mens one. -.-
saw one 5 strips for man and it cause $4.95. wtf? the female's is $4.50 10 strips.
then i asked the counter and that guy brought me a mens 10 strips one. at $4.40.-.-
after that they went Buzz with me to buy newspaper, i-weekly and u-weekly.

i so troublesome huh. =(

then we went party world. =D
took the lift in civic centre not knowing which floor it is.
at 2nd storey a aunty came in.
we pressed 4th and 5th(if im not wrong) cause we dont know which floor it is.
but whatever it is we ended up climbing to the 6th cause party world's there.
ah i forgot to mention the names.
cy weili lewis rj and elliot.
elliot left cause he dint want to go home to late. =(
so we 5 went in at $21 each.
sang many songs =D

**********
something happened. =D
this thing below really happened! just that the name's been changed to protect CY.

him: i went to girls toilet WTF .
**********

and it all ended at 0055 T.T
so sad it ended.
enjoyed my day =D

anyway today(19-02-2008) is the posting of schools for us.
saddddd. =( anyway wish you people all the best!! hope you get what you want. =)
and even sadder thing is, JC/MI starts school on 20-02-2008.
WTF IS WRONG WITH MOE?! give more break lah!
but anyway polytechnic will start school in. uhh. april la. forgot the date.
so long. hahaha

but well anyway, ahhhhhhh guys lets hang out again soon! =D
sentosa it shall be!










pic taken while walking to CWP.
























sepia!!
the moon is niceeeee.
















with cy's k800i



















with my k618i. T.T
( WEILI DINT DODGE THE PICCCCC)









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ya its my fault la.
i shouldnt even talk to you.
itchy fcking hand of mine.
im just an fcking extra.

hai.
im feeling so.. down.
just feeling so down.
nobody understands nor cares.
lol thats not the point.

fck.
thought i should be stopping my shit vulgarities.
hai.

its 3am now.
somehow im just feeling so.
cooped.
i dont know whats wrong.
actually i know very well whats wrong..

fck..
whats wrong with me..?
hai.

aww
bullshit.
soo bullshit.
=(

anyway
happy valentine's day people.
i know its over but who cares.
couples shouldnt wait just for valentine's day
and treat the other partner exceptionally well.
they should do that everyday.
not to the extend of giving roses or restaurants everyday la..
just treat each other well.

hai im feeling so bullshit.
this is so bullshit
its so bullshit i can call it bullfck.
i dont know why im saying all these senseless shits.
but its bullshit.
=((

FUCK




=(

no i cant.
I CANT.
i cant have that feeling back.
its just not right.
this is shit~

=))

ahh.
hah.
dont know what to post???
hmm.
im better le bah =)

lol.
hope its not too late to take back my words.
i've deleted my previous post.
uhh.
yea.
im still feeling jealous but i'll go across that.
ah..
i mean.
who am i to control lol.
the one and only person and emotion and feeling i can control is me, and myself.
i cant change who people like huh
=)
i cant change the way they like it to be too.
if i want to continue to hang out with my brothers,
i can onle pretend nothing had happened every single time.
if people hate me go ahead. i dont care.
as long as i dont lose the relationship built up with my brothers?
hah.

hai.
stayed home today.
did nothing.
just lazed around.
guess i'll continue to stay home.
till school open?
hah.
no one's gonna ask me out one.
unless i go out myself hahaha.

muahaha.
today went bai nian also.
=)
somehow it seems the past new years are better.
better atmosphere and everything.
haha.

ahh.
i've thought.
i should be open.
=)
why should i think so much?
if i cant even overcome such small obstacle in life, then i cannot overcome anything liao.
so i decided to put them all away from my mind.
=))

oh no..
the more i read those things.
the more my mind leads me.
MAYBE im thinking too much.
but its so obvious.
i dont think i am thinking too much..
it shows i still have the feeling there?
i know i still have.
i really dont resign to..
hai.. sheep..

went bai nian today lol.
then went sentosa.
with family ofcourse.
we went one house then suddenly went sentosa. -.-
cause got some flower show
and guess the amount of people there.
60% banglahs, 35% china, 3% foreigners and 2 % singaporeans.
_|_?

to those banglas.. EH. WTH. GO OTHER PLACE PLEASE. you're everywhere..
people celebrate chinese new year at china town and all, buying stuffs, YOU GO THERE FOR EFF? confirm molest people one. took pictures of those squadron of banglas.

to those chinas.
EH. GO BACK YOUR HOMETOWN, CHINA, AND CELEBRATE CHINESE NEW YEAR LA WTH? then c'mon, they speak loud enough to cover the wind, foot-steps, leaf bristle, and everyone else. EFF.

well i welcome foreigners. =)

but seriously its super crowded.... ugh.

then went one more house bai nian and went home.

hey people how's celebrating chinese new year so far? =))
fine for me =))
though im still having a feeling inside me. lala~
family's the best.

gong xi fa cai, wan shi ru yi, xing xiang shi cheng, whatever whatever whatever whatever!
have a happy chinese new year and a great year ahead people!
maybe not for me.
really a bad start.
im happy from the outside but inside im still so. ugh.
i shouldnt be~
came back home not long. around 2.10am.
went chinatown with family.
at around 11.45pm?
and guess what. its so.
super crowded.
and when we're leaving [cause there's absolutely nothing to buy, we just went for the atmosphere], which is around 1.40am.. ITS STILL SO CROWDED. you wont believe its 1.40am..
its like 2 in the noon..
aiya thinking back of the chinaman still makes me vomit inside. UGH.
keep thinking of the happening things still urks me. im still so.. jealous i say. i just cant forget it or anything else. why is it so unfair.
well well.
again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. =))
take good care of yourself and DO NOT eat so much junk foods ya?
drink lotsa water. =) not to the extent you get water poisoning.
drink lesser soft drinks. tea or water is the best. =)
bye~

realise i dint use any vulgarities! =)

woo hoo.
everythings coming in to the fcker, me.
SERIOUSLY.
im just so fcked up.
eh, please, dont do it so openly. do it under private can? fck it disgusts me.
FCK.
and yea im STILL very fcked up bout my hair whenever i think back.
i feel like screwing the chinaman. screwing him WITH A FCKING screwdriver.
but no no.
i shouldnt be so fcked or unhappy.
CAUSE ITS NEW YEAR.
=))
have to be happy to have a good start.
but after that i'll be fcked again.
seeing them so fck disgusting. EEW.
=)
seeing my hair so fcked up twisted shit disgusting. EEW.
=)
aww man WHAT A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
WHAT A WAY TO START A NEW YEAR!! =DD

yay gong xi gong xi gong xi ni~

alright..
i admit i was just pissed because im jealous..
lol.
but fck
i should just fck them off my mind ya.
lol.
and so.
today went toa payoh. at night with parents and sister.
went to cut hair and.
FCK.
so sorry but you have no idea how angry i am.
stupid china man FCK YOU UNDERSTAND YOU FCKING FCKHOLE.
i said i want to FCKING KEEP THE LENGTH.
he fcking hell shit ass fcked the back of my hair.
to fck short.
serious.
FCK SHORT.
it was damn long previously.
now i can even wear school-u and pass by the DM without getting caught
FCK THAT GUY.
and he actually LEFT my fcking FRINGE.
_|_?
how can i want a fringe this long and a back THAT SHORT.
ITS FCKING UGLY.
call yourself certified. FCK YOU.
kan nin na.
and the sideburn is so FCKING ugly too. its like what 5 strands of hair? HEY.
fck yourself. idiot china man. GO BACK CHINA and DONT COME BACK LA.
your friends are stuck at the china airport DUDE. SHOO.
and so im not satisfied at any SINGLE part of the hair.
this is the worse one ever.
i wanted to go back and fcking scold the shit out of that guy.
halfway i was stopped.
i will go back one day dude. or did i mean FCKING SHIT ASS CHINA MAN.
stupid gay with that little moustach and that gay glasses with earrings at both ears. OH MY FCK.
its like.. EH. A BLIND FOLDED BABOON CAN CUT NICER THAN YOU. OR EVEN UNDERSTAND "KEEP THE FCKING LENGTH"
im just so fcking pissed.
SO fcking PISSED.
what is wrong with this world against me..
just when i thought i'll get over something.
THIS SHIT FCK OUT OF NOWHERE.
ass.
guess i'll cut again.
even shorter but i bet it'll be nicer than the current.
and if i dont cut, it will grow unproportionately. < anyhow spell
aww fck.
and i wanted to go school tomorrow, or i mean later. its 3.14am now.
its CNY eve!
=)
i should be happy.
thats why im okay already.
hah.
byeee.

FCK. MY HAIR. =( so much nicer previously. T.T
but no matter what i have to cut. its getting too messy.
BUT HEY NOT CUT TO THIS FCKING EXTEND. AWW FCK.

wah fck fck FCK
why do i like to come blogger and fck around all of a sudden?
why am i still having this FCKED UP feeling?
it should've been gone leh FCK.
FCK FCK FCK _|_
i just keeps on going back to see those words.
which makes my blood boils and my chest warmed up.
i dont know why but its just like this.
i know i might as fcking well stop going back and see those words.
but i just keeps going to see. cause it just PISSES me off.
FCK.
you've any idea im pissed because of you?
i bet you dont. you dont even fcking bother and care.
fck..
if people are thinking im just out of my mind trying to be lame and come here just to type FCK
your fcking wrong.
im seriously pissed.
just no one understands. or even care.
aw i dont need anyone's consolation of "cheer up la" or sort of FCK shits unless you're sincere
but you've any idea these words dont make me cheer up?
its not like as long as i get this 3 words i'll be fine and fcks.
even if i say thanks is just out of courtesy.
im so sorry if any of you is really sincere. which i doubt there is.
everyone or anyone can just type these words.
but im just fcked up.
FCKED UP.
get it?
FCKED UP.

well.
yea.
i should just fck off from everyone and just stick to a few friends and brothers now on.
i thought and i know that. i've just been 自作多情-ing all this while.
lol.
bye.

im feeling very.
FUCKED now.

i dont know why.
maybe i know, but why should i.
they're no matter what my brothers.
they can do what they want and i do not hold a say to what they do.
but it just got me so fcked up.
i just gets nothing in the end.
except those brothers who i play and joke with, just infront of my face.
well i dont know what happens behind my back.
still i'm not one who's able to control.
im not trying to make this big or purposely trying to show my brothers.
i just hope they understand they dont know how i feel.
i admit im saying this partly because im fcking _______, when i shouldnt be cause the person chooses the other party, not me who can choose.
maybe nobody understands what im trying to say, but you dont have to.
you can fking sms for all i care but do you have to tell me.
again, im not to be in control. maybe you're trying to show me you're capable.
well good for you. but im not a little bit impressed. to me you're just showing off. making me fcked up. but i cant directly show it can i.